Tersepit

I'm the kind of person yang tak suka menyusahkan orang. So most of the time I try not to involve others in my life, but some of my decisions yang aku fikir it's the best for everyone ended up menyusahkan orang. Like this morning when I asked my cousin to send me to Pudu, my auntie had this look of  WHY-THE-HELL-ARE-YOU-TELLING-ME-NOW?? Yes, I know it's my fault for not informing them about it earlier, but do you have to talk bad behind my back like that? If I have other alternatives, I won't ask for your help, seriously. I won't even live here considering how suffocating this place is that everyone yang pernah tinggal kat sini decided to leave for good. It breaks my heart to see that you would do this to your own niece, who is helpless since HER DAD IS NOT AROUND AND HER MOTHER LIVES FAR AWAY FROM HERE.

And now I have to deal with my cousin how to ask her to send me to college. We had some kind of history yang aku sendiri tak sure why it happened, but now it gets extremely awkward and tense between us. Sometimes we're cool, but mostly we're strangers. I'll talk about that next time.

It Gets Better

I've made tonnes of blogs in the past but I get bored easily and abandoned them. And now I'm making another blog, which is something more personal compared to my previous ones. The reason for this is because I've had enough with my life, with the people around me, and my uncertain future. So this is more like a diary for me rather than a blog itself where you usually talk about world issues, gossips, etc. So I don't care if no one read this, because this blog is for me to express myself, to rant about fake people, to condemn those arrogant snobs who think they are on top of the world.